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Neil Barker's avatar

Smirking at the absurd sometimes is the best move. I like the Rollo May quote about stimulus and response. Perhaps reactions is what is anticipated by the absurdity of some things. I like that line from WarGames: "A strange game. The only winning move is not to play."

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Duane Toops's avatar

Great example Neil! Definitely going to have to rewatch that one!

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Ann Collins's avatar

There is a space inside us that is independent . . ."

Untouchable by the world. And also, not ours to control . . .a sacred space.

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Also Duane, these palettes of earthy neutrals with shots of color are beautiful and surprising.

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Duane Toops's avatar

An oh that lack of control is something I'm always wrestling with, “I will not let go unless you bless me…”

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Ann Collins's avatar

Love that story. The all-night wrestling. There is something in it--tenacity, right? Another kind of faith, for sure. No less valid. Also seen so many other times . . . in the parable of the insistent neighbor knocking repeatedly on the door . . . & so many others, as well. But you know.

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Duane Toops's avatar

Yes! Absolutely! A willingness to fight the long defeat.

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Ann Collins's avatar

or outcome tbd

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Stella Kalaw's avatar

This is so true, Duane. “we find a way to smirk in the face of the absurd, to wink at the arbitrary nature of the noose, and find some laughter, beauty, and meaning in the overarching insignificance of it all. “ the gift of time for Laughter beauty, and meaning was a balm to my soul was in New York City last week.

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Duane Toops's avatar

It really is such an incredible gift when you can't get it!

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Emily Marbach's avatar

The question for me who hardly ever approaches such depths of despair (except politically and even that is one step removed as I live in England), can I ever reach the artistic heights of magical if I never sink so low?

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Duane Toops's avatar

Thanks Emily! Great questions. I don't believe in the "suffering artist" trope. I don't believe that being in pain is a prerequisite for making things. But they are part of the human experience. They are unavoidable aspects of our being alive here. Their "depths" are inconsequential, pain is always subjective and contextual. Comparing my suffering to that of another's in unhelpful. I think the point is that there will always be more reasons to NOT make things. There will always be obstacles blocking you. There will always be hinderances. The fact that we can face them and choose to make something anyway, is the magical thing to me.

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