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Neil Barker's avatar

Love this point you make Duane: "Hope has always been flimsy. That's how it stays supple enough to rise through the cracks of the concrete." It's as though a thinnest sliver of hope is enough of a wedge to divide and split pessimism.

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Duane Toops's avatar

Well said! It’s that crevice in the midst of pessimism that I find myself often. I think with everything I make I’m trying to pry it open.

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Rebecca Goodall's avatar

I love all of these the last one at the bottom is my favorite. Do you sell these?

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Duane Toops's avatar

Thanks so much Rebecca! So glad you like it! Sorry for the delay in getting to your question, but thank goodness for @Gloria Horton-Young! Thanks again!

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Gloria Horton-Young's avatar

There’s a link in his article that you click on and you can buy his art. I bought one so far and it is truly gorgeous. I will be buying many more pieces in the future.

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Rebecca Goodall's avatar

Oooh thank you I don’t know how I missed that

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Gloria Horton-Young's avatar

His work is lovely.

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Duane Toops's avatar

Awe, thank you Gloria!

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Duane Toops's avatar

No worries at all. Glad you found it. I try to update my shop with the new work from every newsletter. At some point I’ll add teh back catalog, there’s never enough hours in the day, lol.

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Duane Toops's avatar

Thanks so much Gloria! I appreciate the help!

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Andrea Fisher's avatar

I love this SO much Duane! I always say this on your page, because I truly mean it. Again and again, I am moved by the beauty of your words and art. I also love the flimsy image of hope. I have much hope these days, not for the physical world, but for the spirit world, which in my body and mind is way bigger than that which we can see and touch. And if I had a physical correlation- but I don't, hmmm, it might be gossamer. So my hope has elements of flimsy in it too. And, yes, so it can rise through the cracks of my soul. I wish you a lovely night.

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Duane Toops's avatar

Thank you so much Andrea! It’s always great to hear from you. “Gossamer” - YES! That is such a beautiful description! Something finely woven. Something sheer and almost floating. Thanks for sharing that with me!

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Paul Wittenberger's avatar

If my address didn’t show up, Duane, let me know 😊

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Duane Toops's avatar

hi Paul, was it “icon at the center” that you ordered? If so the address came through and I’ll get it in the mail to you first thing tomorrow.

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Paul Wittenberger's avatar

That's it, Duane - Thank you!

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Duane Toops's avatar

Awesome! Thanks Paul!!

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Paul Wittenberger's avatar

Awesome work, Duane!

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Writer Pilgrim by So Elite's avatar

Wonderful collection of collages! I’m not gonna say it - write it instead - but isn’t there a poem in the first lines of this? Lovely writing.

The word punk stands out for me and I think the optimists are a rare breed. But we need them as much as we need punks or we’d be left without a vision for a better future.

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Duane Toops's avatar

Thank you! I absolutely hate that the first few lines rhyme, lol. Definitely didn’t intend or want them to. Tried desperately to reword them, then gave up out frustration and impatience. (I hate writing so much , lol)

The optimist are rare and we really do them. Now perhaps more than ever. I wish I could be one of them. Implicit within all my work is the futile attempt to try to learn to be.

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Writer Pilgrim by So Elite's avatar

I don’t like rhyming poetry that much… but I didn’t even notice. Sometimes it’s inevitable. Seems like it happened just like that. See the writing knows better than you. But I know you don’t want the forced rhyming as that is not ideal. Though it does work sometimes. I need to go back and read again now and look for the rhyme. Making art, collage, writing, doing creative stuff is surely a little of an optimistic adventure. But I do get it. I think I’m an optimist! I still hope for things that are never ever gonna happen, but in my mind, there is a plan! Lovely work and thank you!

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Duane Toops's avatar

Totally agree. Sometimes i let it happen. Sometimes I actually look for it, because I like the rhythm it can bring to passages within an essay. But sometimes, it bothers me, lol.

I think, for me, making things is, perhaps, the highest form of hope, because it’s the embodied search for it. Some say write what you know, but I think it’s far more important to make what you need, create your way into what you’re missing. We make things not because we are hope-filled but because we need to find it, and we believe it can be.

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Writer Pilgrim by So Elite's avatar

So true! I see a book coming out of this response! I think write what you know is for the situations when someone gets stuck. If you write what you know then you can get to where you need to be.

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Duane Toops's avatar

I’m sure of so few things. There’s almost nothing I know with any real certainty. Instead, I tend to write what I wish I knew, or what I hope to understand someday.

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Writer Pilgrim by So Elite's avatar

And you will!

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Manuela Thames's avatar

Ok, I know you keep saying that you are not a writer, and, to be honest, labels don't matter in the end. You make things! But, what you make with your words is breathtaking.

The collages, of course, too, but you are very good with words!

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Duane Toops's avatar

Thanks Manuela! That’s so kind of you to say. It’s a funny paradox that happens, I only started to like some of the things I write when I stopped being a writer, lol. Thanks again!

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Kimberly Warner's avatar

“Sometimes naivete is precisely what we need in order to better confront the wiles of reality.” 🙏

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Duane Toops's avatar

Yes! Paul Ricoeur talks about an idea he calls the ‘second naivete’, a kind of return to belief after passing through the critical distance provided through unbelief. I think about this a lot. i suppose its part of what I’m looking for in my work. Thanks again!

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Gloria Horton-Young's avatar

Beautiful work!

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Duane Toops's avatar

Much appreciated! So glad you like it!

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Kim Nelson's avatar

"the existence of another self" is beautifully composed, Duane.

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Duane Toops's avatar

Thanks Kim! I feel like it’s one of those pieces that put itself together, I just happened to be there to witness it, lol.

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Kim Nelson's avatar

All creativity is that way, Duane. If you don't bring it to life, someone else will... but YOU did!

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Duane Toops's avatar

Absolutely! The work almost always knows more than I do, I just try to listen, lol.

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Ann Collins's avatar

Emphatically—Yes! 🚀💛

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Duane Toops's avatar

Thank you Ann!

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Duane Toops's avatar

much appreciated Ben! So great seeing you again! Just trying to do the slow iterative work of getting better, lol. Somedays its forward, others it feels more like backwards. I just try to keep doing it anyway. Thanks again!

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